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          traumatic events or incidents over                                     eight months enabled me to
          a prolonged period of time’, and                                       cope and improve myself and
          having problems in emotional                                           the relationships which had
          regulation, self-image and                                             suffered due to my PTSD. He
          interpersonal problems.                                                was intrinsic in my recovery
           I kept in contact with work                                           and helping me save my
          and updated them with the                                              marriage, which was suffering
          steps I was taking to get myself                                       due to my behaviour.
          well. I contacted the PFOA                                               Within a few weeks of
          who were very supportive and                                           completing the ITS programme
          offered me a therapist. Six                                            and with the support of the
          sessions were initially funded,                                        lead therapist Rachel Rogers
          but after completing a PTSD                                            I felt well enough to return to
          assessment funding for more                                            work with restrictions, having
          sessions was agreed due to the                                         been off for eight months. I
          severity of my condition.          invaluable, giving me the skills    wasn’t able to carry firearms,
           I contacted the Police            and confidence to move forward.     do night shifts
          Rehabilitation Centre Flint                                            or operational
          House to which I also subscribe;   Surfwell success                    policing. I was
          they offered me a week on            In September, with the help       told I’d need to
          their residential mental health    of Norfolk Police Wellbeing         be moved to
          programme which I attended         Manager Emma Taylor, I was          an office-based
          in May, but although it was a      selected to take part in a two-     role as I was
          comprehensive programme I felt     week trial PTSD programme           non-operational;
          I needed one-to-one counselling    called Intensive Trauma Service     I was hoping for a
          and support.                       (ITS), being run by Police Care UK   role in training (PST or
           After some time, having gone      in Harrogate. The programme was     Taser) or involvement
          off sick I had an appointment      residential and used cognitive      in wellbeing, as I felt my
          with the FMA, I was told an        behaviour therapy (CBT), which      experience could be
          appointment would be made for      enables deconstruction of           drawn on to help others.
          me to see the force psychologist   events challenging thoughts,          In October I was invited
          for an assessment and to develop   beliefs and attitudes, and eye      to attend a programme
          a treatment programme. During      movement desensitisation and        run by Devon and
                                                                                 Cornwall police called
         “       I’m confident with the ongoing support from                     Surfwell. It is a one-
                                                                                 day peer support
                 Norfolk and Suffolk Constabularies our peer
                                                                                 programme using surf
                 support programme – called ‘Rewilding’ – will
                                                                                 psychological, physical
                 make a big difference                                           therapy to promote
                                                                                 and psychosocial
                                                                                 wellbeing. One-
          this time I was seeking out all the   reprocessing (EMDR), which       to-one coaching
          help I could find.                 uses eye movement therapy to        gives participants
           In June 2022 I spent four         revisit incidents and assign more   from all aspects
          days in the Cotswolds on the       positive beliefs, as well as an     of the emergency
          residential Armed Forces Warrior   intensive, specifically designed    services space to
          Programme, which was kindly        exercise programme.                 talk about concerns or
          arranged and funded by a close       I continued throughout this       worries. Surfwell has
          friend. It dealt with self-identity,   time to see my PFOA therapist   been researched and
          goal setting and values which      Aaron Davis, who really assisted    is supported by the
          at the time wasn’t relevant to     and supported me during this        University of Exeter;
          my situation, however now with     difficult time. My weekly sessions   it has been running
          the follow-up support I find it    with Aaron over the course of       for four years, using

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